Lying awake in bed last night I couldn’t help but take a good look around me and realized that I’m surrounded by old stuff. Antiques everywhere, styles I detest, dark, dreary, gloomy heavy pieces of furniture, hand-me-downs from people I barely knew, and I was totally disgusted.
The thing is, it’s not just my bedroom but the entire freakin house filled with these monstrosities, and I could say that I have no idea how I got to living this way, but the truth is that I do know. It’s just that the antiques infiltrated my home at such an alarmingly slow pace, so gradual, that it completely went past me. It’s El Cheapo’s fault. He has this thing about preserving his past, his entire past, and he hangs on to things tenaciously.
Well, suffice it to say that ALL of his grandmother’s furnishings are now housed under this roof. Every single room (with the exception of the living room) are Nanny’s furniture. And the living room isn’t mine, either, because El Cheapo bought every stick there before we got married.
I recall asking for new furniture a few times, and he’s always put me off with a grimace on his face and a shrug of his shoulders. Translation: Why? We have plenty of good furniture now.
Yeah, and none are of my choosing. It’s totally depressing. Maybe one day he’ll come home and we’ll mysteriously have acquired new furniture, new silverware, and maybe even dinner ware and the likes. I swear, if he somehow could… he’d make it to where I’d have to wear Nanny’s old underwear; and that is just too gross to contemplate. Ugh!